Ini menyedihkan buat saya. Pas saya lagi nongkrong-nongkrong dipantai Kuta, ngelamun.com, saya nemuin sebuah amplop putih, tersegel rapih. Tidak ada tulisan pengirim dan penerima, blaaas polos. Saya biarin ajah, tapi lama-lama kenapa jadi penasaran, ya? Saya lihat kanan kiri, nggak ada tanda-tanda seseorang sedang mencari sesuatu. Saya ambil amplop itu, saya terawang dengan bantuan sinar matahari, siapa tahu isinya uang (dollar), tapi yang kelihatan cuman siluet kotak.
Sebut saja saya lancang, saya memang lancang. Saya membuka amplop itu, merobek bagian kiri, dan saya menemukan secarik kertas saja, berisikan kata-kata:
Sebut saja saya lancang, saya memang lancang. Saya membuka amplop itu, merobek bagian kiri, dan saya menemukan secarik kertas saja, berisikan kata-kata:
Hey friend..
I was waiting for your messages. For a few time, I didn't get it.
When we did it, Gosh..we're so American, but I didn't expect for regret. Its enough I had it with someone one else, but respect me this once, I'm your friend, and a woman, and you should know what a woman's want. No need to be special, but on the other side I'm your close friend, and you're old enough to know what to do.
Just need you to know that I'm exist. That we we're best friend and what we did won't change a thing.
I was waiting for your messages. For a few time, I didn't get it.
When we did it, Gosh..we're so American, but I didn't expect for regret. Its enough I had it with someone one else, but respect me this once, I'm your friend, and a woman, and you should know what a woman's want. No need to be special, but on the other side I'm your close friend, and you're old enough to know what to do.
Just need you to know that I'm exist. That we we're best friend and what we did won't change a thing.
Now, I know if I ask you, you will say we're fine. I dont need to be genious to know you covered it up.
Please, don't make me think that this is just another mistakes. I know that this growing feeling its something that I shouldn't have, but its something that I can't control either.
I won't let u carry the burden, let it just me, who feel it, and hold it inside.
You're not a mistake, you are the one that supported me, don't get away.
But if you still silence, than I'll be the one who get away.
Please, don't make me think that this is just another mistakes. I know that this growing feeling its something that I shouldn't have, but its something that I can't control either.
I won't let u carry the burden, let it just me, who feel it, and hold it inside.
You're not a mistake, you are the one that supported me, don't get away.
But if you still silence, than I'll be the one who get away.
Saya tahu ini surat pasti dari seorang cewek ditujukan pada cowok yang ia sebut sahabat.Surat ini kayaknya ga pernah sampai ke penerima, jadi buat saya ini menyedihkan. Apakah pada akhirnya si cowok tahu gimana perasaan si cewek?
Atau, secara ajaib cowok itu baca postingan saya ini (saya tahu, itu mustahil, makanya saya bilang secara ajaib)? Kejadiannya tahun 2o1o, dan sekarang sudah 2o12, tapi masih saya simpan suratnya... eum, sampai 1 menit yang lalu, saya buang akhirnya (karena sudah saya tulis diblog) hehe..
But, hope they ended up happily.